UNFORGIVABLE

Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart
But where's your heart

And I know
There's nothing I could say
To change that part
To change that part

Can you hear me cry out to you?
I'm really not with you any more
I'm just a ghost
So I can't hurt you any more
So I can't hurt you any more

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
You're the one that I need
I'm the one that you loathe

Give me a shot to remember
And you can take all the pain away from me
A kiss and I will surrender
So you can leave like the sane abandoned me

And without you is how I disappear
And live my life alone forever now...

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

When you go...
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

Cause the hardest part of this
Is leaving you...

Cinta Itu ver 1.0

Cinta itu seperti kupu-kupu. Tambah dikejar, tambah lari. Tapi kalau dibiarkan terbang, dia akan datang di saat kamu tidak mengharapkannya. Cinta dapat membuatmu bahagia tapi sering juga membuatmu sedih. Cinta baru berharga kalau diberikan kepada seseorang yang menghargainya. Jadi jangan terburu-buru, dan pilihlah yang terbaik.

Cinta bukan bagaimana menjadi pasangan yang "sempurna" bagi seseorang. Tapi bagaimana menemukan seseorang yang dapat membantumu menjadi dirimu sendiri. Dan karena itu kamu sempurna.

Jangan pernah bilang "I love you" kalau kamu tidak perduli. Jangan pernah membicarakan perasaan yang tidak pernah ada. Jangan pernah menyentuh hidup seseorang kalau hal itu akan menghancurkan hatinya. Jangan pernah menatap matanya kalau semua yang kamu lakukan hanya kebohongan. Hal paling kejam yang seseorang lakukan kepada orang lain adalah membiarkannya jatuh cinta, sementara kamu tidak berniat untuk menangkapnya...

Cinta bukan, "Ini salah kamu", tapi "Ma'afkan aku". Bukan "Kamu di mana sih?", tapi "Aku disini". Bukan "Gimana sih kamu?", tapi "Aku ngerti kok". Bukan "Coba kamu gak kaya gini", tapi "Aku cinta kamu seperti kamu apa adanya".

Kompatibilitas yang paling benar bukan diukur berdasarkan berapa lama kalian sudah bersama maupun berapa sering kalian bersama, tapi apakah selama kalian bersama, kalian selalu saling mengisi satu sama lain dan saling membuat hidup yang berkualitas.

Kesedihan dan kerinduan hanya terasa selama yang kamu inginkan dan menyayat sedalam yang kamu izinkan. Yang berat bukan bagaimana caranya menanggulangi kesedihan dan kerinduan itu, tapi bagaimana belajar darinya.

Caranya jatuh cinta: jatuh tapi jangan terhuyung-huyung, konsisten tapi jangan memaksa, berbagi dan jangan bersikap tidak adil, mengerti dan cobalah untuk tidak banyak menuntut, sedih tapi jangan pernah simpan kesedihan itu.

Memang sakit melihat orang yang kamu cintai sedang berbahagia dengan orang lain tapi lebih sakit lagi kalau orang yang kamu cintai itu tidak berbahagia bersama kamu.

Cinta akan menyakitkan ketika kamu berpisah dengan seseorang, lebih menyakitkan apabila kamu dilupakan oleh kekasihmu, tapi cinta akan lebih menyakitkan lagi apabila seseorang yang kamu sayangi tidak tahu apa yang sesungguhnya kamu rasakan.

Yang paling menyedihkan dalam hidup adalah menemukan seseorang dan jatuh cinta, hanya untuk mengetahui bahwa dia bukan untuk kamu dan kamu sudah menghabiskan banyak waktu untuk orang yang tidak pernah menghargainya. Kalau dia tidak "worth it" sekarang, dia tidak akan pernah "worth it" setahun lagi ataupun 10 tahun lagi. Jadi, biarkan dia pergi...

I Don't Love You

Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

Year Of The Danger

Well, 2005 when we all had to fight.
Rooster runnin wild you might have to face the death.
Don’t you runnin high, mother father they just cried
Askin’ where’s God, get us outta genocide…

The year, year of the danger…
We had the guts, we’re not the pretenders…
The the world’s gone mad, and we’re not sleeping well again, we’ll never will!

We live in fear, live in disgrace…
Live in the world of hate, don’t know if I could survive
Where’s my believe, where is my faith…
Something to hold on when we walk thru this never ending pain…

The story goes around of this fucking holy war
I will not stand alone, victims of the ignorance…
Riot panic crash, this is new religion clash
I have no more trust, wake me up on the day I die…

The year, year of the danger…
We had the guts, we’re not the pretenders…
The the world’s gone mad, and we’re not sleeping well again, we’ll never will!

We live in fear, live in disgrace…
Live in the world of hate, don’t know if I could survive
Where’s my believe, where is my faith…
Something to hold on when we walk thru this never ending pain…

How can you believe in peace…
Will you give a war a kiss?
Everything we do will comes around goes around comes around comes around comes around…
Do we really have to hate, really really have to disrespect, really really have to hate…
Do we really really have to kill?

In year of the danger, we are not the pretenders…
The world has gone mad now and we’re not, we’ll never sleep we’ll never will
Never sleep well, we’ll never sleep, never sleep well never sleep, never sleep well we’ll never will……

We live in fear, live in disgrace…
Live in the world of hate, don’t know if I could survive
Where’s my believe, where is my faith…
Something to hold on when we walk thru this fear!

We live in fear, live in disgrace…
Live in the world of hate, don’t know if I could survive
Where’s my believe, whre is my faith…
Something to hold on when we walk thru this neverending pain…

ADIDAS STAN SMITH

Gila nih spokat gw banget...
Ada yang tau ga yang harganya murah dimana...
Rata-rata pada jual 800 rebu...
Gw mo nyari yang 200 rebuan dimana yah :P
Ah gw mesti kumpulin duit dulu nih...
Tapi sampe kapan yah :D

Aku Bukan Pahlawan - Superman Is DEAD

Intro: E5 C5 G5 D5 (4x)

E5 C5 G5 D5
Di sudut kota ini melangkah sepi

E5 C5 G5
Dihantui mimpi abadi

E5 C5 G5 D5
Tangis dan air mata di pinggir jalan

E5 C5 G5
Kapankah ini ‘kan berakhir

Intro: E5 C5 G5 D5

E5 C5 G5 D5
Pemabuk dipelukan pelacur jalanan

E5 C5 G5
Bermahkotakan duri tajam

E5 C5 G5 D5
Tutup matamu kawan besarkan hati

E5 C5 G5
Surga dan neraka menanti

Reff :
C5 G5 D5 G5
Aku bukan pahlawan berparas tampan

C5 G5 D5
Sayap-sayap pupus terbakar

C5 G5 D5 G5
Salah benar semua pernah kulakukan

C5 D5 G5
Angkat gelas kita bersulang

Intro: E5 C5 G5 D5 E5 C5 G5 (2x)

E5 C5 G5 D5
Pertarungan abadi setan malaikat

E5 C5 D5
Luluh lantak darah mewangi

E5 C5 G5 D5
Berhamburan sejuta nafas ke langit

E5 C5 G5
Dunia berhenti tertawa

Reff :
C5 G5 D5 G5
Aku bukan pahlawan berparas tampan

C5 G5 D5
Sayap-sayap pupus terbakar

C5 G5 D5 G5
Salah benar semua pernah kulakukan

C5 D5 G5
Angkat gelas kita bersulang

C5 G5 D5 G5
Aku bukan pahlawan berparas tampan

C5 G5 D5
Sayap-sayap pupus terbakar

C5 G5 D5 G5
Salah benar semua pernah kulakukan

C5 D5 G5
Angkat gelas kita bersulang

C5 D5 G5
Angkat gelas kita bersulang

C5 D5 G5
Walau kalah jangan menyerah

C5 D5 G5
Angkat gelas kita bersulang

Yang Terdalam

Kulepas semua yang ku inginkan
Tak akan ku ulangi
Maafkan jika kau kusayangi
Dan bila kumenanti

Pernahkah engkau coba mengerti
Lihatlah ku disini
Mungkinkah jika aku bermimpi
Salahkah tuk menanti

Takkan lelah aku menanti
Takkan hilang cintaku ini
Hingga saat kau tak kembali
Kan kukenang di hati saja

Kau telah tinggalkan hati yang terdalam
Hingga tiada cinta tersisa dijiwa

bwat [Dian Takut Sama Sastro] yang "lupa" bahasa inggris :P

Puisi nicolas sapujagat ver 1.0

Perempuan datang atas nama cinta
Bunda pergi karena cinta
Digenangi air racun jingga adalah wajahmu
Seperti bulan lelap tidur di hatimu
yang berdinding kelam dan kedinginan
Ada apa dengannya
Meninggalkan hati untuk dicaci
Lalu sekali ini aku melihat karya surga
dari mata seorang hawa
Ada apa dengan cinta

Tapi aku pasti akan kembali
dalam satu purnama
untuk mempertanyakan kembali cintanya..

Bukan untuknya, bukan untuk siapa
Tapi untukku
Karena aku ingin kamu
Itu saja.


Puisi nicolas sapujagat ver 2.0

Kulari ke hutan kemudian menyanyiku
kulari ke pantai kemudian teriakku
sepi, sepi dan sendiri
aku benci

Aku ngin bingar
aku mau di pasar
bosan aku dengan penat
dan enyah saja kau pekat
seperti berjelaga
jika ku sendiri

Pecahkan saja gelasnya
biar ramai
biar mengaduh sampai gaduh

Ah...ada malaikat menyulam
jaring laba-laba belang
di tembok keraton putih
kenapa tak goyangkan saja loncengnya
biar terdera

Atau aku harus lari ke hutan
belok ke pantai .........


"Tentang Seseorang"

Teruntukmu hatiku, inginku bersuara
merangkai semua tanya, imaji yang terlintas
berjalan pada satu tanya selalu menggangguku
seseorang itukah dirimu kasih? ..........

Kepada yang tercinta, inginnya ku mengeluh
semua resah didiri, mencari jawab pasti
akankah seseorang yang kuimpikan kan hadir? ........
raut halus menyelimuti jantungku

Reff.
Cinta, hanyalah cinta, hidup dan mati untukmu
mungkinkah semua tanya kau yang jawab? ...........

Dan tentang seseorang itu pula dirimu
ku bersumpah akan mencinta

=======================================

sebenernya dari puisi sampe lyric lagunya
gw mo make bahasa inggris..
tapi ini kan request dari "Dian Takut Sama Sastro"
jadi gw ga enak, apalagi mengingat dya itu
pernah menjadi lawan maen gw di AADC
lw semua pada tau lah, yg adegannya itu loh
di bandara itu, masa ga tau sih ;))

bwat Dian :
masa bahasa inggris sampe lupa
apa perlu lw gw masukin ke LIA
monya hari apa aja
senen kamis kya orang puasa
apa malem jumat kya orang ngaji

aji said :
masih kaku aja

my new girlfriend

You and I should get away for awhile
I just want to be alone with your smile
Buy some candy and cigarettes and we'll get in my car
We'll blast the stereo and we'll drive to Madagascar

'cause when I'm with you there's nothing I wouldn't do
I just want to be your only one
I'm grasping out at straws thinking back to what I saw
That night on the floor when we were all alone

My love life was getting so bland
There are only so many ways I can make love with my hand
Sometimes it makes me want to laugh
Sometimes I want to take my toaster in the bath

Because when I'm with you there's nothing I wouldn't do
I just want to be your only one
I'm grasping out at straws thinking back to what I saw
That night on the floor when we were all alone

Who's gonna be the odd man out?
I don't want to be the odd man out
Is this going to be the end
Or are you going to be my new girlfriend?

Design gw.. DEFACE ver 1.6.2.89

just funny... ;))

Mocking Bird - Eminem

[ Intro ]

Yeah
I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now
But hey, what daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier
Stiffen up that upper lip
What you cryin' about?
You got me.

[ Verse 1 ]

Hailie, I know u miss ur mom
And I know u miss ur dad when I’m gone
But I’m tryin' to give u the life that I never had
I can see your sad
Even when you smile
Even when you laugh
I can see it in ur eyes
Deep inside you wanna cry
Cuz you're scared
I ain’t there,
Daddy’s with you in your prayers
No more cryin'
Wipe them tears
Daddy’s here
No more nightmares
We gonna pull together through it
We gonna do it
Lainie's uncle’s crazy ain’t he,yeah
But he loves you girl and you better know it
We’re all we got in this world
When it spins
When it swirls
When it whirls
When it twirls
Two little beautiful girls
Lookin' puzzled, in a daze
I know it’s confusing you
Daddy’s always on the move
Mama’s always on the news
I try to keep you sheltered from it
But somehow it seems, the harder that I try to do that
The more it backfires on me
All the things, growin' up
As daddy, daddy had to see
Daddy don’t want you to see
But you see just as much as he did
We did not plan it to be this way,
Your mother and me
But things have got so bad between us
I don’t see us ever being
Together ever again
Like we used to be like when we was teenagers
But then of course
Everything always happen for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it’s just something
We have no control over
And that’s what destiny is
But no more worries
Rest ur head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we’ll wake up
And this will all just be a dream


[ Chorus ]

Now hush little baby don’t u cry
Everything's gonna be all right
Stiffin' that upper lip up little lady I told ya
Daddy’s here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy’s not here right now and we don’t know why
We fear how we feel inside, it may seem a little crazy
Pretty baby but I promise, Mama’s gon' be alright

[ Verse two ]

It’s funny,
I remember back one year when daddy had no money
Mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up
And stuck 'em under the tree
And said some of 'em were from me,
Cuz daddy couldn’t buy ‘em
I’ll never forget that Christmas
I sat up the whole night crying
cuz daddy felt like a bum,
See daddy had a job But his job
Was to keep the food on the table for you and mom
And at the time every house that we lived in
Either kept getting broken into and robbed or shot up on the block
And your mom, was saving money for you in a jar
Try da to start a piggy bank for you
So you could go to college
Almost had a thousand dollars
Till someone broke in and stole it
And I know it hurt so bad it broke your mamma’s heart
And it seemed like everything was just starting to fall apart
Mom and dad was arguing a lot
So mama moved back on to Chalmers in a flat
One bedroom apartment
And dad moved back to the other side of 8 mile on Novara
And that’s when daddy went to California with his CD
And met Dr. Dre and flew you and Mama out to see me,
But daddy had to work, you and mama had to leave me,
Then you started seeing daddy on the TV
And mama didn’t like it
And you and Lainnie were too young to understand
Papa was a rollin stone, mama developed a habit
And it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it
I’m just sorry you were there and had to witness it firsthand
Cuz all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud
Now I’m sittin’ in this empty house,
Just reminiscing Looking at your baby pictures it just tricks me out
To see how much you both have grown it’s almost like you're sisters now
Wow, guess you pretty much are and daddy’s still here
Lainnie I’m talking to you too daddy’s still here
I like the sound of that, yeah
It’s got a ring to it don’t it
Shhh, mama’s only gone for the moment


[ Chorus ]

Now hush little baby don’t you cry
Everythings gonna be all right
Stiffin' that upper lip up little lady I told ya
Daddy’s here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy’s not here right now and we don’t know why
We fear how we feel inside, it may seem a little crazy
Pretty baby but I promise, mama’s gon' be alright

[ End chorus]

And if you ask me to, daddy’s gonna buy you a mocking bird
Ima' give you the world, Ima' buy a diamond ring for you,
Ima sing for you, I’ll do anything for u to see u smile
And if that Mocking Bird don’t sing and that ring don’t shine
I’ma break that birdie’s neck, I’ll go back to the Jeweler
Who sold it to ya
And make him eat every carat
Don’t fuck with dad.
haha